No More Love
There is no more love in my heart.
I dont feel anything anymore.
I am suicidal but I dont think Im courageous enough to end my life.
I am different towards everyone's suffering AND my own.
Pain, dissapointment and betrayal is part of mylife Im so used to it that when someone hurts me I just move along. I feel pain but there's nothing I can do.
Things like that happen to people like me - someone who was borne in a cursed family.
Thats right, I must be cursed because i dont remember the last time I was happy.
I want to be happy but its just a fleeting emotion its not even worth a try.
I want to leave my family. I dont care how and when Im just waiting for the right time. Im going to leave and start a new life. Been thinking about it for many years but this time Im seriously gonna do it.
There's only so much on mental abuse I can endure.