My friend Tommy...
My friend Tommy introduced me to his sister Beth a while back and we began dating. It's been four years now that Beth and I have been together and everything was great up until two weeks ago. We have a normal relationship...no fighting or squabbling, but two weeks ago Tommy and I went out for a few drinks and he told me that he was coming out of the closet and because I was his closest friend he wanted me to know first.
I didn't care and told him that I would support him 100% but when we got back to his apartment he began hitting on me. I don't think I am gay but my p**** got hard as a rock and Tommy gave me the best b****** I have ever had in my life! We literally f***** and sucked all night like one big gay dream...but now I feel guilty.
I went back home to Beth and slept with her out of my own selfishness because I know she will leave me when she finds out that I poked around in her brother's a*** pore.
I'm scared because I have never thought of a gay act in my life, am scared to be gay, and I love Beth with all of my heart. I can't lose her but I think I have developed feelings for Tommy too.
What should I do? My parents will totally kill me if they knew I did this....but after a taste of his juicy rump I'm not sure I can stop.