Dude i think i like my best friend

Okay i am a gay girl and i have been in love with this girl for like 2 years but i recently told her and...well i got shot down. i'm fine with that..i guess... she loves her boyfriend and thats not her fault, she did it nicley and i totslly expected her reaction but thats doesnt mean it hurts any less...
latley i have kinda had feelings for my best friend(girl)??!she has been there for me, going through this.when i cried, when i was confused,when i was suicidal.she was there.but latley i...i dont know i like her.i always want to be with her,when i am i want to kiss her.i want to hold her hands.i want to hug her. this is so annoying i walways fall for people i cant have. she is tottally straight. any feedback would be helpful. if i told her i think she would, maybe be a bit akward, not want me to sleep over as much. shes not homophobic at all and she loves me but imagine how weird it woulod be for her. but on the other hand there have been times where it has been akward when we get close, or its nightime- i think she feels it too

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  • stop hitting on straight people...that is REALLY UNCOOL

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