Insecurities leading my life
My dad cheated a lot on my mom for a long time. I saw days/weeks/months/years of my mom crying and suffering.
And I saw what it did to my family.
want to know what i did? I cheated on my bf with 2 married guys.
and one of their wives found out.
I have cheated in all the relationships i have been in, and some multiple times.
I feel so insecure, even if my bf looks at another girl or brushes up against one my stomach cringes. so i feel like as a defense mechanism, i do stuff like this.
Will i ever stop? i just cheated with my bf, who wants to be with me forever. i broke up with him last week. and now i am falling for this new guy. what if i cheat again?
i think people like me should just stay single? i have been with 7 guys in whats going to be 3 years now. best part is, i was in a relationship for 2.5 years. so pretty much all this was done when i was in a relationship. gosh, i am so messed up