Married woman cheats with married man for 4 years
I don't need judged I know I cheated. I know I am the hated other woman.I He was my first love and I never let it go. I know he was married. So am I . He has been married 20 years. I have been for 26 years. He was my first true love but he broke up and got a girl pregnant ,17, married her, she cheated and left. Got another woman pregnant married her and this is the person he is with now. He looked for me at ths time but couldn't find me.
Here's the question. Do they ever leave? Or is it even worth my time? I have loved him since I was 12. He asked me 10 years ago to be with him. I said no and I regreted it every day. So when it happened again I jumped at the chance. Yes, I am sorry but I have loved him all my life. Do they leave because now I feel like I am being used. Have I been used? I want to stop but I can't. This has been going on for 4 years.