I got angry at my girlfriend the other day and i screamed at her so much she cried until she hyperventilated and passed out. She went to the hospital and they told her she got AMV(an enlarged vain in the brain). She cant act anymore because stress can make her pass out. Shes been having seizures because of it and ive seen them happen right before my eyes. I f***** up so bad and i live every day wishing i could take it back. She was gonna visit next month but she has to stay near her hospital until she gets better. The worst part is that somehow she forgives me, but i know i will never forgive myself. i love her more than anything and knowing that i ruined her makes me realize how much i dont deserve her. There is the chance of her getting better though but im still the worst boyfriend a girl could ever have.