Im a terrible person
I'm 20 years old. I found out i was pregnant a few weeks ago the father is between 2 great guys. I told them both they were the father and when both of then were excited I told them I was getting an abortion. I understand they are both ready but I'm not and i dont believe bringing a child into this world if I'm going to completely struggle I want to give everything he or she needs i dont want to give my baby up but I have no choice. this is the hardest thing im ever going to have to deal with.