My mom has been in and out of prison my whole life now she is out and she is in my life again however i feel as if i barely know her. i am always scared she will mess up again and go back to prison. i have introduced her to my daughter and am trying to let her have some sort of relationship with her but when she is around i cant stand her. i dont like her company at all. she is annoying and irritating. i hate saying these things about her. but she has no sense of reality and it really bothers me. she also got caught up in many drugs when i was younger while she was in and out of jail she did drugs. i dont want to see her go back to jail but then again.. it was better when she was there. i didnt have to worry if she was ok of not.