My boyfriend nearly ended our long-term
My boyfriend nearly ended our long-term relationship, but realized in time what a terrible mistake it would be and how much he would miss me and asked me to stay. We both were crying as we held each other that night.
I love him so much, but there is a part of me that is so, so angry at him for what happened that night, and I feel like I want revenge for the pain he caused me and the tears he caused me to shed. I don't know if I will ever feel as secure in our relationship as I did before this happened. How do I get over this feeling of wanting to make him pay for what he did, even if it's quietly, without him knowing about it?