I don't know why this happened. I didn't eat any especially strange foods, or anything of the sort. All I know is that a while ago, I s*** my pants. It was the most uncomfortable, embarrassing, painful feeling I have dealt with in quite some time. I feel like crying. I don't know if I will be well enough to sing in the cantata being put on at my church tomorrow. I am scared, because this hasn't happened to me for years. The only ray of light in this situation is that it's the middle of the night, so no one was around to see me waddle to the bathroom.
Am I wrong for being so shaken by this event?