I hate Lesbian Relationships.
That I hate my relationship. I really do, I love my girlfriend, she's the love of my life. But I hate the way she is.. She literally makes people fall in love with her, I've been with her for 2 years, I planned on marrying her, spending my life with her, growing old together. Ya know? Like finally being complete, I've been in relationships, and I finally thought that this one would've been different. I don't want to make this seem like it's all her fault, but then again.. It kind of is. I've been on both sides of the stick. I've been the person who cheated, been cheated on, a home-wrecker, and being home-wrecked. And you know how you get so comfortable in a relationship that it's hard to think about anything outside of it.. I completely changed my life for her, I spend my days trying to make hers better. But she still acts the same, she thinks that she has enough for 2 or 3 people at a time, and it's a f****** sack of s***. I hate it so much. That she decides when we talk. I'm basically the man of the relationship, well that's not entirely true.. Because we're both lip-stick lesbians, but she's still in the closet. And she just gets on my last nerve, but I still love her.. I love her with my all.. But I don't feel like she's giving the amount that I am. And I'm sick and tired of it.. But I've been trying for this for so long, that I'm afraid to give it all up.. I love her so much.. I just feel so lost.