I have been married to my wife for almost 4 years now. We have a decent marriage. We fight but not to much. My confession is that for a year now I have been having s** with another man I have known for years.
The wife and I have s** once a week sometimes twice depending on her mood. I have been having s** with my friend 2-3 times a week. We have had s** countless times before I got married. We are both clean and only have gay s** with each other. He also uses protection when he f**** me. Yes, I'm on bottom 90% of the time.
I get cravings for gay s** and go over there after work. He f**** me until he c*** (we go bareback sometimes and he c*** inside me). He blows me until I c** and then I go home.
I love my wife but I wish we could have s** more often. Ideally 3-4 times a week would be great. I'm just not sure I can stop wanting gay s**.