Do i still love her?
I've been going out with my girlfriend for 5 months now, and although I've told her I love her, I know i really don't. At the same time I'm not with her for her body, because she is practically anorexic, and I find myself hating her, not only for her body, but also for her personality often.
Yesterday I was at a friend's birthday celebration with a variety of people, and talked to a girl i used to have a huge crush on. She reminded me of everything i liked about her. Her soft face, beautiful eyes, easy-going sense of humour and quirkyness reminded me instantly.
She was in love with my best friend who treated her like s***. I could give her everything she wants.
But do i even love her?