I don't like kissing or ** or foreplay or hugs or anything wtf?

You're probably asexual. It's nothing to be ashamed of.

But it definitely IS something to base your entire identity on. Be sure to tell every single person you meet, and scream about bigotry the instant someone doesn't fawn all over you in admiration for it. That's how it's done these days, isn't it? (Yes, yes it is.)

Could be a number of things or nothing at all. Maybe you're asexual or just haven't met someone that you have a connection with. Maybe it's something deeper..maybe you're scared of what you will feel, if you allow yourself to feel. Do you have problems expressing yourself? You say you don't "like" it, but do you get turned on? Meaning, it could be all in your head and your body reacts normally to touch. Therapy could help.