I told her I was drunk but I wasn't
I was over at my best friend's house and we were drinking when her parents were out of town. Even though we never dated we were very affectionate with each other. I was already planning on sleeping over in a platonic way and when we got in bed together (we often slept innocently in the same bed) she got on top of me and started kissing me. She took of her pants and shirt. I stared up at her in her bra and she looked so beautiful but I knew it could mean the end of our friendship if we went further. When she leaned back down to kiss me I didn't kiss her back. She asked what was wrong and I told her I was drunk even though I wasn't and that we would regret it if we did anything. It was the hardest thing I had ever done. I loved her and valued our friendship so much and knew that It would get weird if we did it. We never talked about what happened. It was as if it was just a dream. Since then we have both gotten married and lost touch. I regret stopping her so much now, sometimes I feel like it was the biggest mistake of my life.