My best friend moved away to college. And I'm so lonely these days. I have a boyfriend, who is very close to me, but it's so hard not to smother him. I don't have anyone to talk to, go places with or anything... It's so horrible. And he has friends that still live here that he goes out and does stuff with... and I have no one. I'm so lonely.... as I have pretty much been my entire life. But now it's only worse. I hate my life. Sometimes I just want to roll over and die. F***.