I have done some mistake in my work and this never happened before. My Manager started to look down on me. My job is the only thing I have; the only thing I hang on to. I am so lonely. I live with my family and they are caring, but I have always lacked romance in my life. It is like I go to places hoping to find someone to love me as I am and then I'm crushed into reality and I return home more depressed than ever. I am beautiful, but...I don't what's wrong. I am the shining star at my workplace and I face a lot of stupidities from my colleagues. I have to look after my best friend not and she can't do the same because she has nothing to give while I do her every favor at work. Is this what I pay for being the hard-worker I am?
I am very very lonely.