I am 1 1/2 months pregnant heading for

I am 1 1/2 months pregnant heading for an abortion for the second time. I have been on the pill for three years, and this has happened twice. How could i f*** up like this. I will have killed two lives that could have been special.
The last time i was pregnant to my ex, i am now pregnant to the man i left my ex for. I have still not told him, he will look down on me for sure, he will look at me differently.
What's worse i have just recently started sleeping with my ex again, even though he is now going out with the girl he cheated on me several times with. That broke my heart. Now we are doing it to her, and worse to my boyfriend. She deserves it though. He does not. I can't seem to say no to my ex, because i still love him. I didn't talk to him for a year, pretty much since we broke up. But as soon as we were friends again we started sleeping together, he tells me all the time he loves me.

Why am i so weak?

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  • I would encourage you to check out a local pregnancy center. they are great at helping you talk about these type of issues. I'm sorry you are going through such a hard time/

  • Pro-choice!!!!!! My body, my choice!!!

  • you can't give what you don't have. you have to learn to love yourself first as you love others. Loving yourself doesn't mean you can just freely kill your baby through abortion. You'll never know what blessing that baby can bring into your life. I've got one song to share with you.

    I'M AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE,
    WITH DIMPLED CHEEKS AND LAUGHING EYES.
    DON'T YOU WANT ME?
    I'M YOUR BABY.

    O MOTHER LET ME LIVE!
    I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE.
    MOTHER LET ME LIVE.
    I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE.
    MOTHER YOU WILL SEE
    WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME
    AND YOU HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS
    YOU'LL FALL IN LOVE WITH ME.

    P.S.
    you can always put the little angel up for adoption.

  • i had an abortion, i feel bad for it, but i'd feel worse throwing away my life to raise a baby i didn't want i'd hate even putting it up for adoption, because you never know what'd happen to it. it'd just be really weird.

  • You realise that these lives are special, yet you still choose to abort... don't you understand that's not just a blob of cells, that's a baby, that's person. Do you feel any remorse for committing murder?

  • FREEDOM OF CHOICE...ANYWAYS, STOP BEING SUCH A S***

  • Why the h*** are you aborting???Ever here of adoption???

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