I am 1 1/2 months pregnant heading for
I am 1 1/2 months pregnant heading for an abortion for the second time. I have been on the pill for three years, and this has happened twice. How could i f*** up like this. I will have killed two lives that could have been special.
The last time i was pregnant to my ex, i am now pregnant to the man i left my ex for. I have still not told him, he will look down on me for sure, he will look at me differently.
What's worse i have just recently started sleeping with my ex again, even though he is now going out with the girl he cheated on me several times with. That broke my heart. Now we are doing it to her, and worse to my boyfriend. She deserves it though. He does not. I can't seem to say no to my ex, because i still love him. I didn't talk to him for a year, pretty much since we broke up. But as soon as we were friends again we started sleeping together, he tells me all the time he loves me.
Why am i so weak?