Im in love with a married man
When I was 18 I started to work at a restutant where I met my first love who happened to be my manager. I knew he was married and had a couole of kids. At first I had no feelings for him at all but as months passed by I began to get a little crush on him. Soon after he got my number and we would text untill one day he asked me to be his gf. At first I said no because I knew he was married but in the end I gave in and said yes. Soon after we went out on a date ans got a motel room just to be safe from people that we may know. That was the first time we had ** it was so amazing ans the rush I got from it was amazing everytime I think of it I get these exploding ** and we get a room on a regular basis to have ** and he eats my ** so ** good I can't even explain. But aside from all of that I do feel guilty because he's married and has a family. I try to leave belive me but I find it so hard to walk away.. any advice?