i hate that i fake all my feelings. i
i hate that i fake all my feelings. i laugh, and sing and put on a happy face, all the while not feeling a thing on the inside. it came to the point were i was sick of people and them asking me whats wrong, so i decided i would rather fake it all the time then try and answer there questions. I DONT KNOW what the h*** is wrong with me. Nothing bad has happened in my life, iv had a very good upbringing and im content when im alone in my head. But people cant be happy with me just like that they have to go and ask all these questions. I have become a very good faker. I dont think anyone knows that im unsatisfied life and the people in it. The closest any one gets to the real me is that i will openly talk about my atheisim with any who brings up religion.
OH HOW I HATE RELIGION!