I feel left behind with all the six year olds.
Hi, I'm a 14 year old girl but I don't act my age, really. Most girls my age go to parties and get off with multiple boys and I feel left behind at the age of six. I haven't even kissed anyone ffs and I'm not 'hard to handle' like normal teenagers. I want to be a normal teenage girl! I hang around with my mum at the weekends and I'm her 'good little girl' and I hate it. I want to party and stuff but I'm too scared. I don't like throwing tantrums and slamming doors because anger is a rubbish feeling and I don't want to show myself up. I feel really sad like I'm missing out on everything. I have got friends that are crazy but they don't go to my school and I love being with them. My two friends at school are in the year above me and I don't mean to sound mean but we don't really have many laughs and I don't have much fun with them. I also get bullied, which makes me feel even worse. I either act like an old spinster or a little girl. Sorry for the moan, I just feel really down. :/