I wanna cause pain- how it feels
I just once I'd like to really cause someone some physicical pain. Just today had a feeling like I wanted to hit someone. I was in chorus and we were discussing what we could do for the play and. No one like my Idea which was the best, b/c if it wasn't I wouldn't have said anything . And then everyone was liking the letter in a bottle idea and my mood switched. This girl who is my friend was sitting on the floor infront if me and her head was right there. I ha the sudden urge to just kick her in her head and then my friend said something and i told her she better leave me alone before I punch her. I just wanna see why it feels like to make someone be in so much pain and helpless . But I'm a really loving an touchy person , so I don't understand why.