Grossed out by my own fetishes

I'm a woman who is mostly into other women. But often I have sexual fantasies about being a little girl, like seven years old, raped by fat, nasty old men.

I don't know why. Maybe because it's the dirtiest thing I can think of. At any rate, when I'm not having an o***** to the thought, the thought actually makes me feel kinda sick.

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  • Fantasy is fantasy. That you're disgusted by this fantasy when you're not trying to come means you're sane and a decent human being. Fantasy doesn't even imply you desire to be involved in the act. It means several concepts, thrown together in this weird way, strongly activate whatever neural structures are responsible for your sexual response. It's probably random from person to person. You'll have a hard time finding a partner into that type of roleplay.

  • Were you sexually abused?

  • The fact that you are disgusted by this fantasy is a good sign. One thing it points to, is that the "fantasy" is not a fantasy, but a desire of a wicked spirit that is desiring to control you. If you have had a sexuality "problem" (sin/s) in the past, up to and including the present, then these things have the legal right to harass you. Find a good Bible-believing church, find a pastor with a deliverance ministry, someone who believes that Jesus Christ of Nazareth is Lord, and go and be delivered. God bless you, and my you find true joy and happiness in the Lord!

  • Lol You're so f****** deluded.

  • You are sick. i was a little girl raped by a fat nasty old man. trust me you are not missing anything but years of trauma, then post trauma, the inability to be in a normal relationship, and a lifetime of nightmares. i would not wish it on my worst enemy.

  • You need deliverance from spirits that are tormenting you. There are 3 steps to healing from this terrible experience.
    First, you have to ask Jesus Christ of Nazareth into your heart, and ask Him to forgive all your sins, and to give you the grace to forgive all those who have sinned against you, including the perpetrator of this horrid rape. Find a Bible-believing church, attend regularly, get water-baptized (full immersion, not sprinkling) then ask Jesus for the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. Ask the Holy Spirit to lead you to a believer who has a deliverance ministry, and have him or her cast out the tormenting demons in your life who are trying to destroy you. If you will do these things, your life of nightmares will be over forever. God bless you, and prosper you in your new life!

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