Do i event want to know?
I'm 22, engaged, and pregnant. Sounds great, right?
It would be if I knew for sure if the father of my baby was my fiance. Not the man who raped me during a work trip.
My fiance knows all about the assault, and has been very supportive and has promised to stand by me no matter what. Still, I don't know if he could really handle raising a child that isn't his, if that's the case. We plan to have a paternity test done as soon as_ the baby is born and I'm scared to find out who the father is. Part of me doesn't want to find out at all, and just hope for the best.
This is the most difficult time of my life when it should be the happiest...