I'm sorry I'm a failure. I'm sorry I'm not smart. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry you screwed your back up but I have done nothing wrong to make you scream and yell hurtful words at me. I'm sorry I'm probably going to die soon. I'm sorry I'm a nuisance. I know you never wanted a girl, let alone a second child. My brother doesn't care either. It's alright, I have my only friend and mommy. They are the only ones that care. But ill die soon and daddy will be happy. So will mommy.