I kind of do wish the world ended today (Dec 21, 2012) because s*** has been kind of unbearable. I just don't know man, why does life have to be so difficult? Everything feels so heavy. These emotions are too much at times. Of course I want to be strong but sometimes it just doesn't even seem worth it. For what? "Nobody gets out alive," anyway, right? I am just so frustrated.... I wish I had more potential to save myself from my own head.