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I left a good job about a year ago
I left a good job about a year ago, because I thought I was moving. Now I'm not. Since then I have worked sporadically doing lousy, low-paying temp work. My resume now completely looks like **.
I have no friends. My wife gets jealous when I have them. When we were separated, I tried to make friends, but I spent the year trolling the local, big city without making a connection. I spent the year completely alone in a city of two million people. During that time, I did try to get a particular lady with whom I once worked to like me, but she had a new boyfriend and probably didn't like me anyway. She just wanted to be "friends."
I am in my 30s and have a Master's degree from a good university, but I have always been an underachiever. None of the plans that I had in my 20s panned out. The same can be said of my 30s.
I dream of things that might make life better: living elsewhere, maybe having a new girl, a new job, etc., but I recognize that my fatal flaw is that my dreams are nothing but delusions.
Read the book Think And Grow Rich by Napolean Hill. Who knows, maybe you can learn to motivate yourself.