i have been obsessed with a married
i have been obsessed with a married friend of mine for more than a year. i have made blatant attempts to kiss him and he has rejected me every time. he repeats, it would never work out and says that is the reason he won't go any further than friendship.
but he still calls me. all the time. i am so confused about what he wants from me. i make no secret about my intentions. but he is vague and will not own up to repsonsibilities of leading me on. truthfully, i have convinced myself he must be the nectar of the gods because he won't give it up.
i want to f*** him so bad.