I want my best friend's husband
I tell myself I don't want him for myself. I don't let on to him that I want him for my own. She has no idea we're having a physical affair. I always act so aloof like I don't need or want anything from anyone ever. He's not truly happy, but he'll stay. She's so lovely in some ways, and so terrible in other ways. I couldn't imagine being married to her, but again sometimes she has the kindest heart. I want him for my very own. I want to take him, and make both of our lives better. I have never truly admitted that, even to myself. BUT, I may be a terrible person for cheating with him, but I won't take him. I won't even try.