So many problems

I hate college but supposedly you can't be successful without it. In high school I was severely abused, but at least I wasn't so lonely as I am now. Now I'm really considering taking the car and wrecking myself, or drinking myself to death on my 21st birthday. I don't think I have a future or a place in this world at all. And I won't ever live up to my parents' or society's expectations. F*** you, life. F***. YOU.

I won't miss you.

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  • Don't know if this will help at all, but here goes: I've had a pretty messed up past where I was a victim of emotional manipulation, physical, and sexual abuse by my parents, my ex-boyfriend, and a few friends, (both male and female)and had issues with my sexual orientation and individuality for a while as a result. However, I have changed within the past few years not like a butterfly - more like a strong, cool panther- and become a strong individual that others can rely on for emotional support now.
    To you, random person, I just want you to know: Don't give up. I was in the same boat for most of my life. If you ever feel extremely lonely or depressed, and wonder "what's the point of it all?" just remember that there is always someone who cares a lot about you, and wants you to be happy in life. It might be a friend you didn't even know was there for you, but regardless, know that you are awesome and when you emerge from your dark, low point, you become a stronger person. A beautiful, majestic butterfly, or powerful and wild panther, whatever strikes your fancy. And one day, before you know it, those experiences will give you the insight to help someone else become a better person.

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