So many problems
I hate college but supposedly you can't be successful without it. In high school I was severely abused, but at least I wasn't so lonely as I am now. Now I'm really considering taking the car and wrecking myself, or drinking myself to death on my 21st birthday. I don't think I have a future or a place in this world at all. And I won't ever live up to my parents' or society's expectations. F*** you, life. F***. YOU.
I won't miss you.