Most nights, I dream of having s**.
The person who I have s** with varies. Most of the time they aren't even a real person. Examples: Benatar from YFM (if anyone is awesome enough to know them, I salute you).
The other night it hit hard. I'm in a venomous fight with someone I've been MADLY in love with for six months. And I dreamt of s** with him.
And it wasn't the usual dream. The usual dream has a lead up towards the s**. This dream started bang on in the middle of foreplay. The entire dream was just moaning and screaming and o******.
I'm desperatly trying to push this guy out of my mind. I've gotten rid of all our contact details shared, all the memories are gone, and we've stopped talking. Yet ever since that night we started fighting, I started dreaming of s** with him. And they got more lusty every time. Last night's dream entailed all sorts of kink. I want him gone from my life, so any advice to push him out of my mind would be great. Because he mad me feel so much pain, so why would I want to imagine having s** with him?