My crush

Im 13, I went out with this 14 year old boy, before we went out I would think about him all the time, so I asked him out. He said yes cause I knew he had fancied me for a long time. Anyway the thing is, all my friends hate him so I dumped him kinda by peer pressure, but he doesn't know that. I was forced into ignoring him but now I want him more than ever! I feel so bad because he was always there for me and I love him but it means I have to chose between my friends and him. The other night I had a dream about marrying him and I think I'm lead so easily by others because in my dream he wanted to have s** with me so we did, and I told my friend about the dream and she called him sick and that's more of a nightmare, so I just agreed even though I thought the dream was sooo hot. I know he would take me back any day but don't want to cause I will feel as if I'm taking advantage of him and my friends would hate me! Help please!?:(

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