Not a virgin
I've always preached to try ur hardest to remain a virgin until marriage. Then slowly my vies started changing. Throughout the process of deciding whether it is right or wrong i got into discussion with my best friend Mary and my sister amber. We all decided that when we do lose our virginities we would tell each other. Well I did it. I had s** with my male best friend. Him Mary and I are the three musketeers. Him and I became "f*** buddies" with no strings attached but nothing said to anyone. It does not feel wrong but basically fun. But I do feel as though I am lying to my sister and bestfriend. One time my sister even asked me if I was a virgin an I lied and said yes. It is not their business but something makes me feel as though I'm hiding too much from them. I always bite my tongue though. Is it right that in hiding this from them? Should I open up to them? Or will it just all be too awkward? These thoughts go through my head everyday but I still have trouble saying it.