In love with a lie...?
I put this under s** because that for all I can figure is the real limfac in this whole thing. So I was recently deployed and during my deployment my now x decided to become a complete w****. Beyond that she let her multiple partners stay at our place (she had no job I payed for everything, so my place) and had plenty of random guys and girls from bars join in. So needless to say we decided to end things. Well being separated (with zero chance of reconciliation) I joined an online dating sight. I met this girl and we hit it off like crazy. I could not wait to talk to her after every mission and she seemed just as eager to talk to me. Well after getting back and her refusing to meet I come to find out she is under age. We still talk. I have never felt quite like this about anyone and would be totally willing to wait until she is 18( she is 15) but I will be restationed by then and don't know that it would be any easier. I've never actually wanted someone under age before (fyi the age difference is large enough but not unheard of or discussing) and certainly never thought I would ever consider acting on any but she has captivated me (not even just sexually although that attraction is undeniable it is not primary). It's a hard situation, and although i have always believed in fallowing your heart this situation has well...left me dumbfounded enough to ask the opinion of complete strangers. What's "right" here? Should I turn my back on it all for the greater good? Or hope love overcomes?