I was abused by my uncle when i was 6
This is not a made up story. This is a dark secret part of my life that is buried deep inside me. No one knows about it not even my husband. I am 21 years old, i grew up in a big house which was shared by our family and my uncle who was single. He would babysit me several times during the week because my parents were always working. They though he was a great guy who loved their daughter very much. I always felt like he loved me, he would bring me candy and toys, and played hide and seek with me. But he would also touch my v***** and rub his hands all over my body whenever he could. he called it play time and told me it was our little secret fun time and i was not allowed to talk about this. He would pick me up in his arms and rub his p**** against my v*****. I used to get very scared, and I would tell him to stop, But he wouldnt listen to me, i started feeling strange tingling feelings i did not know those were called o****** but he would molest me almost every day, i accepted it as a part of my life and i stopped resisting. When i turned 9 he tried to have s** with me but stopped because he couldnt get in, it was very painful and i remember i was crying and begging him to just touch me and not hurt me. We used to visit my cousin who was 11 and I told her how touching your v***** feels good, we used to touch eachother in bed whenever we slept together. I became very sexual and masturbated all the time. It was always followed by shame and depression. It stopped when we moved away when i was 12 but the memories never stopped haunting me, i had nightmares. I am 21 now i havent seen my uncle in years, but i hate him for ruining my childhood. I hope this never to anyone! Parents please dont trust anyone alone around your kids.