Black guy in my gym
I'm not sure why i'm posting here, i guess i dont want my friends to know about this. I found this site after searching the internet for similar situations. I'm a 35 year old happily married, mother of two. I've been going to the same gym for a little over two years. I only go to the dance and Zumba classes, I never use the machines. About two weeks ago, my class was canceled and since I was already there, I decided to use some of the machines. I was having an issue trying to figure out how this one machine worked, when this huge black man came up to me. I'm 5'3, and this guy was way taller than 6 feet and full of muscles, I was almost at eye level with his waist & also noticed he had a massive bulge in his shorts. I couldn't believe how big it was, it looked like he had a Pringles can in his shorts, lol. He asked me if I needed help & In my almost trance like state, lol, I said yes. I had seen him many times before, but I never thought anything of him. He helped me with the machine and I finally got the hang of it. Before he left he said he loved my blonde hair & the way I smell. I swear I got wet right there. I worked out for a minute and then i had to go to the bathroom and ** to this man. I couldn't control myself. Now, all I can think of is this huge black man and his huge **. What's wrong with me? I Iove my husband.
I wrote about my situation hoping for some sort of support and ideas.There is no need to insult me and call me a **, I'm not one. The fact is, my feelings have in a way, betrayed me. I love my husband very much, he is a great man and father and he satisfies me sexually. I certainly don't want to cheat on him, but I cannot get the picture of that man and his body out of my head. I'm confused and I have been crying almost every night, because I don't want to feel this way. It's just hard to stop. Like a poster below said, I became arroused just by looking at this man. I don't know what will happen to me if we have **. I always hear people talkng about going black and never going back. I'm scared that if I act on my feelings, I will become "addicted" to this man and reject my husband sexually. HELP! :(
Its really all up to you, if u want to act on these feelings, then just know the consequences of it, you may enjoy it, you may enjoy having ** with this guy and your husband, who knows, but this is one of those things in life you gotta decide if your gonna act on these feelings or not, and whatever you decide, dont go back on it because it will just drive you crazy
I am sorry that you felt that way. but honestly, avoid going to the gymn for the time being. it's will help to take your mind off. Same time spend more time with your husband and children. it will help.
Please post more about it. I want to know what happened later. I find myself in almost the situation as you are.
My wife cheated on me with a black man who was suppose to be a friend I found out so I left her and took my children she ended up homeless and broke and I don't feel sorry about that at all she got what she deserved
I made another post and am replying to thus one. You can still love you husband and enjoy ** with black men. I have been for almost 10 years. I think it's wonderful and so much enjoy pleasing them. I say go for it. It's wonderful!
You're married and thinking this? **! **!!
This is actually a troll. Some black trash made it up - as usual.
You're mind & body obviously want his black **. Once that black ** destroys your married white **, its all over. You will never want or need your white husband again. Look how ** you got, and he didn't even touch you! Be careful what you choose.
BBC ** in the making? Ha ha
Life is all about taking these opportunities. Maybe hubby would like to watch...I would.
You're married, not buried. You are human. I'm sure your husband looks at other women. Doesn't mean he'll act on anything. Enjoy the fantasy.