I love my boyfriend but
I love my boyfriend but I don't think we have chemistry. The last few days (since I'm home and far away from him) I've come to realize just how much we don't get along in. I've been blind to it since I love him.
He's a great guy and I don't ever want to hurt him, but I want to explore some more. He wants to settle down and I still want to enjoy my present and have fun. He's great but I don't think he's for me and I feel so bad.
I don't know how to tell him. Never in my life had I ever imagined that I would be the one to break up with someone. I've been avoiding skyping him because I just can't understand my feelings right now.
I wish he'd just break up with me so I wouldn't feel so horrible.