Wanting a baby
I am desperate for a baby. I've always wanted one, my whole life I've wanted to be a mother. I literally have dreams about being pregnant and wake up so disappointed. I'm finally in a position where that can happen, but my husband is scared of having kids, and our financial situation would make it incredibly irresponsible to do so. But I just can't wait to be pregnant. Sometimes I think about sabotaging my birthcontrol. I want this so bad but my husband just doesn't understand.