Deena- I never meant to lie to you. Not
Deena- I never meant to lie to you. Not to deceive you. I just liked you so much I wanted you to like me too. I wanted to make you happy. It wasn't to be mean. But I learned my lesson and I'm sorry. We were like 8 or 9 years old when this happened but it still bothered me. It wasn't about me hurting you but just wanting things to be wonderful because- you were wonderful. You were unique. There was no darkness behind the lie- no ulterior motives to entrap you. It was just a little white lie and it hurt us both. I just wanted to make you happy. Keep us happy. I'm sorry your mom burst the bubble for both of us. I'm sorry she hurt both our feelings over it. She could have let it go but she didn't and that part hurts. We were just kids saying stuff to each other. There was no maliciousness behind it. But now I don't say anything unless I can back it up because I never want to hurt another wonderful person and I don't want to be known as a liar. I'm not a liar. I just like to make people happy but I won't do it by lying anymore. I was just a kid saying silly stuff. But I'm sorry anyway Deena.