I want a close friend (girl), but I
I want a close friend (girl), but I don't know how to open up to someone.
My mother and I don't really have a close relationship and we haven't been close even when I was little.
She isn't that strong and when my dad left she couldn't help me with my emotions because her own were too hard to handle.
Thats why I just want a girl's shoulder, her arms to be around me, while I cry, I wanna feel loved.
The inside to the out cries out for love. I don't care who thinks I am a sissy or whatever. I just want that love. A close friend to tell my secrets to, the be there for, I have alot of close guy friends but not a girl.
I dunno, I'm not a pervert or anything...Just that I want that feeling, the feeling of a mother holding her son/daughters in her arms, feeling secure.
Hopefully one day...I will...I'll find that close girl.