I am in love with a man who is engaged to another woman. It started off very innocent as a "work crush". It took almost 1 year for us to actually talk to each other. From that moment on, I started falling for him. He came to my house a few times and it was as though the attraction was so strong we couldnt keep our hands off of each other. This happened a few times. (I hadnt been with anyone else for 8 months before that.)
I told him how I felt and he insists he was not leading me on.
Now, he is very distant and seems to tolerate me because we work together and he doesnt want things to be awkward between us.
I cant help how I feel yet I am (fully aware) I am making a complete fool of myself.