im an 19 year old guy.i have a
im an 19 year old guy.i have a wonderful girlfriend and i love her with all my heart, she makes me happier than i have ever been, and we are really inseperable.
i guess my problem is tat i have only had one major relationship before this one, and she really really messed me up, beat me up, and cheated on me for over a year, openly, before she dumped me, but i didnt wana leave her, im just not that sorta guy, if i commit to something i commit 100%,
my problem now is that i know my new girlfriend is totally different and would never do that too me, but there must have been a reason, is it me? am i that s*** a boyfirend? i just want to do right by her, but im scared that im not good enough and that the same will happen again, that and i now have realll issues trusting anyone, even when i do trust her,theres always a lil bit of me thats scared, and i feel bad, cos i know it snot the thought of her thats makin me scared, its the thought of me not being good enough.
i hide this 24/7, i dont want to push her away, i really do love her, i want to propose in the next year.... just scared i guess,