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Desperately wanting my boss's son....and SOOOO hoping to get him
During this summer my boss's oldest child worked at our office as temp help just doing odd jobs and whatever was needed around the building and running errands. He's rather shy but I got the distinct impression he was hot for me and just couldn't say it either because I work directly for his dad or because I have a husband and have kids his age and older. I wasn't in a position to initiate anything without exposing myself to risk but I encouraged him in his desire every chance I got and I flirted like a dripping ** every time we were in the break room alone together. He never took the hint or at least he never appeared to so we never hooked it up. Even though he's back in high school now he'll still be working 1-2 days a week so I'll still get to see him and hopefully work on him to make the first move and let him know he will so totally not be rejected even in the slightest. I just hope I can manage somehow not to jump him and not to wrap my legs around him and hump him right out in front of everybody in the company. Every time I think about him I can almost feel him penetrating me. I hope I arouse him even half as much as he arouses me, but I don't just want him for a night in bed or even for a long-term affair: I want this to go on and on and on and on. I've never felt this strong for anybody. Not ever. I want him and I don't want to turn loose.
you seem to have a lot more confidence in me than i have in myself and i really appreciate that because its not something i ever got very much in my life especialy from my husband and all of the other men i knew before my marriage. i still dont see this man getting with me but i admit that i have thought about it so much that i already know that if it did happen that i would never tell anybody about the affair especialy my husband and that if this amazing man got me pregnant i would not use the baby to try to make him stay or even pay me money and i would not tell my husband. i would just make sure i could make hubby think the baby was his while all along i would know it was mitchell's baby. i even love the sound of thatand even just writing that.....mitchell's and my baby. i would always know for my whole life that mitchell was the father of my baby and i would love that baby soooo much. i mean i admit that i would want him to still be involved in that special relationship with me for as long as possible but not because i was carrying his baby and then had it. i would just want him to stay having this super hot affair with me behind everybodys back because he just loved me and loved to ** me all the time maybe even more than his wife or the other girl he dates sometimes. its so strange how you describe me wanting to milk his ** for millions of gallons of sperm because that's just how i think about it too sometimes and about him having so much ** to give me over our lives. its even more strange how you seem to know me and seem to know people so well and understand them all you are a very smart and sensitive man and that is so rare. thank you. :)
I love how sweetly you wrote that,showing so much care,admiration and desire for everything Mitchell:)If you happen to have a son with him,name him Mitchell and if a daughter,choose a name similar..Michelle or something.I am not sure if you are of child bearing age or on the pill.You have to find a way to convince hubby that you no longer want the pill..give an excuse like it gives you an eye ache or something.Then find another way to get close to Mitchell-hopefully he works in the same company.Show some genuine interest ask him something weird like what his favorite color or food/cake is,or something like did you buy that shirt,tie,whatever...just to spark a thought in him and also show that you are interested in him as a person.Or ask him even in front of co-workers,what time he's taking a lunch and whatever time he says,just tell him we'll go together,your treat.Be bold but SUBTLE.I am sure he knows you are married and sees you as no threat.At lunch,act kool,enjoy the moment,have a nice conversation and remember Rome was not build in a day. If he does not work with you,just ask your boss how his brother is doing,casually and just say I haven't seen him lately,tell him to say hi.Boss will probably tell bro you were concerned about him and Mitchell will start thinking about you.Given that you really care,you are not going to sound or look fake. Whatever I just told you may not work...but am just illustrating to you that something you already know; its not rocket science hooking up with a man or woman.I have dated and been seduced by enough married women in my lifetime to know that when a married woman wants a guy,she will go after him and almost always score big.If you don't believe me,try to seduce Mitchell even just to prove to yourself that you can do this.Always be considerate of the other woman,enjoy just what you need,don't be greedy and eat the whole cake,leave her a piece too.
god i love the ideas about the names! did you know that giving them actual names would make them seem more real to me and that it would make the affair with him seem more possible? you are so smart and have such good intuition! as soon as i saw the names it felt like they were real children that we had planned and then i started thinking that maybe they would be twins which made it seem even better somehow. and the ideas about connecting in the beginning are good too but i am not sure i could do that its just not something i think i could find the courage to do. mitchell doesn't work with us but he comes by to see his brother pretty often so i see him maybe every other week or something like that. i know it seems stupid that i cant just throw myself at him and see what happens when i could easily be in an affair with him since he already has a g/f outside of his marriage. i mean if he was the one to come on to me i would say yes in the blink of an eye or less and i swear to you that if he told me that the only way he would start an affair is if i let him ** me raw in front of the whole office, or ** me raw in front of my husband and kids and then move out, i still would let him. that's how powerful the ** spell is that this man has over me and he doesn't even know! you said to be patient and i can because i wouldn't care how long it took to get him in my pants i would just do it. i am almost 40 (next april) but i can still have children. i am on b.c. now but i could get off it without anybody knowing. i would NEVER let my husband know what i was doing with the b.c. or try to prepare him for a pregnancy: it would just have to be a surprise or accident and i would keep it that way. he doesn't want any more children and he wanted me to get my tubes tied but i refused, partly because of the Mitchell situation and partly because i think its just a little unfeminine to not be able to have kids (just me). thank you for caring about somebody you don't even know!
Welcum:)Some guys are so lucky...he has a wife and girlfriend? You stand a very good chance of being a co-girlfriend and mother of his kid(s)!Your humility is very **.It looks that you have done a lot of secret planning about Mitchell.I have a feeling you gonna find a way to do whatever you can to turn your dream into a reality.I don't ever remember a married woman wanting my baby though.How I wish..that's so **.I also have to tell you something you already know;not that you are old or anything but in birthing years,time is not on your side very well. Don't be too patient unleash your creative talent.You almost there.I can even picture your swelling belly in alternating ,over sized blue and pink t-shirts written Mitchell and Michelle.Honestly,I have nothing to gain from this other than the joy and satisfaction that you would have lived your dream and enjoyed achieving your goal.If I lived closer to you,I would help you out for free any way I can and make sure Mitchell is yours,even for an hour on your most fertile day.
i honestly would love to have this mans baby or babies but its just getting with him that is the main thing to me and the babies would be a wonderful extra bonus in my life. i want to be his lover even if he stays with his wife and keeps seeing his girlfriend but if he wanted to marry me i would let him play as much as he wants as long as he always comes home to me after he was finished with the other women. i just want him in my life and in my body so bad that i would let him do anything to me (even hurt me) and do anything to other women because hes that much man. i know that i don't have forever if i am going to have him knock me up but i think i have enough at least for now. i dont know how many women feel like this about a man andlikeyou said its probably not very many but i worked with a woman about 15 years ago who was my best friend at the time and she had two children by this one married guy maybe 4 years apart and she never told her husband they werent his while her lover and her actually planned the children together. it was so ** to me at the time and i always marveled about how she and her boyfriend were able to make that happen and nobody find out except me. and i never thought i would ever even come close to do that but i hope that's where i am today. i appreciate your saying so many nice thigns.