Desperately wanting my boss's son....and SOOOO hoping to get him
During this summer my boss's oldest child worked at our office as temp help just doing odd jobs and whatever was needed around the building and running errands. He's rather shy but I got the distinct impression he was hot for me and just couldn't say it either because I work directly for his dad or because I have a husband and have kids his age and older. I wasn't in a position to initiate anything without exposing myself to risk but I encouraged him in his desire every chance I got and I flirted like a dripping ** every time we were in the break room alone together. He never took the hint or at least he never appeared to so we never hooked it up. Even though he's back in high school now he'll still be working 1-2 days a week so I'll still get to see him and hopefully work on him to make the first move and let him know he will so totally not be rejected even in the slightest. I just hope I can manage somehow not to jump him and not to wrap my legs around him and hump him right out in front of everybody in the company. Every time I think about him I can almost feel him penetrating me. I hope I arouse him even half as much as he arouses me, but I don't just want him for a night in bed or even for a long-term affair: I want this to go on and on and on and on. I've never felt this strong for anybody. Not ever. I want him and I don't want to turn loose.
i honestly would love to have this mans baby or babies but its just getting with him that is the main thing to me and the babies would be a wonderful extra bonus in my life. i want to be his lover even if he stays with his wife and keeps seeing his girlfriend but if he wanted to marry me i would let him play as much as he wants as long as he always comes home to me after he was finished with the other women. i just want him in my life and in my body so bad that i would let him do anything to me (even hurt me) and do anything to other women because hes that much man. i know that i don't have forever if i am going to have him knock me up but i think i have enough at least for now. i dont know how many women feel like this about a man andlikeyou said its probably not very many but i worked with a woman about 15 years ago who was my best friend at the time and she had two children by this one married guy maybe 4 years apart and she never told her husband they werent his while her lover and her actually planned the children together. it was so ** to me at the time and i always marveled about how she and her boyfriend were able to make that happen and nobody find out except me. and i never thought i would ever even come close to do that but i hope that's where i am today. i appreciate your saying so many nice thigns.
Jesus, what your friend did really was amazingly **. Wow! Many, many more women should be that bold, don't you think?
I adore a bold woman:) am just waiting to hear that this couple has a baby coming.I was amazed by your friend who had two secret babies.I would be so gleeful to have a woman plan to have an open or secret baby like your friend did or as you are planning to do.Very discreetly ** indeed!Are they still married?
they are both still married to their original spouses and still involved with each other. the youngest of their children will graduate high school next year. i cant believe that they have been able to keep all of this a secret, the affair, the planned pregnancies, the paternity, for as long as they have. they never said this but i always have thought that once the children were grown they would divorce their spouses and marry each other and tell everybody who had fathered those children but so far almost everybody is clueless about their relationship. about two years ago they stopped having ** with their spouses and now they only make love to each other. they are really an amazing couple. i also keep thinking that they might have a late-life baby but i don't know.
How so sweet and wonderful! Love is an amazing thing.I cannot say they are in **,I think they are both in true love with one another.Imagine the unsuspecting partners can say they have been married this long ...but they really aren't married at all in the hearts...just on paper!I am happy when finds a relationship that truly works.
Though you are planning to have an affair,I think you mean well and your whole heart and mind is in it.I don't feel like you plan on hurting the other woman;and that is very **,attractive,unselfish and considerate.I adore the way you speak highly of this guy and hold him up on a pedestal despite his philandering ways- its as if you have accepted him for whom you know he is and your life is sort of empty without him.You have mentally and emotionally surrendered yourself to him.I will feel very delighted to know that you have quenched your desire.I need to find a way to keep in touch with you beyond here.If you accomplish your goal,I will for sure buy your baby a reasonable gift:)
if i am being honest with myself i have to admit that mitchell is man enough for several women and it would be foolish of me to ever ask him to limit him self to only me whether we were married or just having an affair. where i am right now i actually love the fact that he has a wife and children and then has a mistress on the side (one that i know of, but maybe more) who is younger than any of his kids. i mean i think thats ** as ** but i think there is something really beautiful about that too because of the difference in their ages. maybe i would feel different if i was the wife and he was still with that girl so much younger than me but i really don't think so. as long as he came home to me after he wore her out then i think i would be okay with it and love him for always coming home when he got enough of the others. and OMG you are so right! i hadn't thought of it the way you said it but i think i really have surrendered myself to him mentally and emotionally since i think about him all the time and spend so much time dreaming about our life together as a couple or in an affair. and you also amazingly realize that my life feels empty without him. the more i write about him and talk about him the more i love him and the more i want him and the more i want to be in that relationship with him. and yes.....the more i want his children just like you said. twins.
Since you have been thinking a lot about it over the years,what is your plan of attack? When ** hubby,are you thinking about Mitchell or fantasizing about him? What do you think would happen if your sought hubby's permission to spend time with Mitchell?
i have to force myself to think about my husband when he's going at me. my default position is mitchell and its always him who first comes to my mind especially when I **. and in my fantasies i often do really filthy things that i have never done but only read about or dreamed up in my own head. my husband would never allow me to see mitchell or any other man alone even if i could convince him that it was just friendship. but with mitchell i dont think i could even say his name in front of my husband without it being really clear on my face that i wanted mitchell to be ** me right then and there.