verrrry confused......

So I guess if it's a t-girl that a married man has an affair with it's ok? If this was just a guy talking about his mistress nobody would be encouraging it this way. This Lexi is a trashy ** and a home wrecker, deceitful ** man. Women don't have **.

You're all just sick people trying to pass your sickness off as enlightenment, as if having a man woman ** you up the ** is the only way to be open minded. I'm sick of it, do whatever you want, call it what you will but all of us real women will never accept you fake **, stay out of our bathrooms and quit playing with our makeup. You're embarrassing yourselves, it's totally obvious. Nobody buys your ** but the other sickos.

Sorry to break this to you but no matter how many hormones it takes and no matter how much surgery and implants it gets it is no longer male and certainly will never be female. Female does not mean rubber **, fake ** nails, gluey makeup, and fake hair extensions. Female is ovaries, uterus, ** and mammary glands. You must be a homosexual in denial.

another problem i am starting to realize is the change that lexi made to me. even tho i havent started back having ** with my wife yet i find that she doesnt arouse me anymore and i dont get turned on when i think about doing her. unfortunately whenever i think about lexi i get a hardon instantly and i stay hard so muchthat it hurts physically. i tested myself to see if i could switch it over to my wife but as soon as i think about penetrating my wife i lose the **. i hope that doesnt last. on our 3rd date lexi actually told me that i would eventually lose interest in ** in general and my wife in particular and that she was working on me to make that happen and make it so that i would only want her, but i thought it was just something she said to be seductive and to make things more intimate and more ** but now i wonder if she knew something about it. i really hope this doesnt last and it scares me.

those who said it would be hard to give her up physically were right. my body has already started aching to have her in me everywhere. it really is like an addiction.

Just a brief word. You could do worse than spending a little time and money on some private, PROFESSIONAL therapy. I know, I know: counseling is the first thought of the unimaginative, and the last refuge of the desperate. But in this case, I think it would be beneficial to you, to reshape your thoughts and get your physical desires back on track. You weren't OFF the track long enough to have developed intractable and ingrained behaviors, so it shouldn't take long (or require much expense) to rid yourself of the negative wanting of Lexi or of the difference of her physical feel, especially when you can focus on the way she intentionally deceived and duped you, all in the name of money. I know you thought you loved her, and that will be hard to erase, but once you accept that it was never real, that it can't be revived, and that it could never become reliable, you'll quickly be able to seal off that memory and think of it, if you ever think of it, as a slip that caused no lasting damage. Be the husband you were in the seconds before you entered that bar, and then (mentally) turn and walk back to your car as though you never went inside. Focus all your attention, effort and LOVE on your family.

dude your a **. clean up.

You go to ask her if she wants to be with you. maybe not. then problem solved. you need to stay with your family and get your wife's love. That's not bad.

ditto

Yes, give her another try and see if she'll date you without the money involved. Don't give up on what seems to be a very, very special girl.

you probaly alrady got a disease.

You're completely delusional if you think you're going back to your family like nothing's happened. First of all, Lexi is not going to give you up: she's going to come back and lure you back between her legs......and back inside her **. That's what t-girls do: they seduce, and they are really, really, really good at it because they know how men think and they know how to turn that against them. But even if she doesn't do that, you surely already know that once you get on the meat, you NEVER get off the meat. It may not happen all at once, and it may not happen quickly, but eventually, you're going to start aching for the meat again and you're going to do whatever it takes to get it back inside you, including a lot of seriously risky **. You know that's true. If you just honestly search your own feelings, you'll have to admit it........you can't live without having the meat in your life. It may not be another t-girl; it may just be a gay man you begin a relationship with platonically. But soon, you'll be exchanging loads with each other, orally and anally (and facially) and you won't even be able to remember the names of your wife and children. You're already hooked on **, and you're going back to it. Admit it. Confess it. Love it.

i agree completely with ^this^ commenter and ill take it a scary scary step further: lexi probably will be back to blackmail you. im soryy to say it but if she wasnt able to get your money out of your love for her she may come back and get it out of a threat. think about it: dont you think she was videoing the two of you when you were together in bed? or taping you during phone **? or when you were telling her how much better she made you feel than your wife? or how you would leave your children to be with her? you may be thru with lexi but i doubt seriously that lexi is through with you.

sick **

I'm sorry you lost her, really, because it sounded like it was going to be a real relationship, at least before she proved to be such a disappointment. I wish you well in the return to your family.

alright since this is called "confession" post i guess i have to confess that what i originally wrote here turned out to be lies that i bought in my total stupidity, and that what several of you guys wrote back to me, trying to wake me up, turned out to be exactly right. last night lexi told me that her boyfriend had found out she was seeing me and he threatened to cut off her money unless she stopped. she said she wanted to be with me more than him but that the only way she could afford that was if i gave her at least as much money as he had been giving her and if i did that she would end it with him. to be honest, if you guys hadn't predicted exactly that i probably would have believed this new set of lies and tried to find a way to replace her income from the other guy and gone with her myself. instead i just started laughing. naturally she thought i was laughing at her but i was only laughing at myself....for being so ** stupid and **-blind. so its over with lexi and i am going back to being a fulltime husband and father and will try to make up the mistreatment of my family: even though they weren't directly aware of it, they were at least affected by it. i still wont have ** with my wife for a few more weeks, until after I've been tested several more times for stds and been cleared so that my doctor can say i pose a very limited threat to my wife. i realize now that i sounded stupid when i was writing those other things and i'm embarrassed by them all, but i appreciate everyone who sounded the alarm for me. last night, i heard it. and now, i'm ringing it for anybody else who finds himself with his own lexi.

She was a ** and she worked her spell on you. Don't dwell on it. Just move on. Well done.

A ** is a **: it doesn't matter what kind of equipment it has between its legs. You're better off with this one.

i just hope you don't slip and go back to her in a moment of weakness. you should block her from your phone just in case because a girl like that is going to come sniffing around again, for your **, but mostly for your money.

Oops........"with" should be "without".

whether or not you consider yourself a homosexual your dating one and thinking of leaving your family for 'her'. what does that make you?

It makes him a ** and he knows it. He just doesn't want to believe it or accept it.

** straight.....if he took the ** out of his mouth long enough to breathe he would recognize what is being done to him and why. One of the other posters said it exactly right: this thing that's ** him is only interested in his money.

Wow - unprotected ** - just stupid because you can get std's, aids, etc. even if you get divorced, you may not end up with Lexi - then who will want to have ** with a guy with std's.

your going to die of aids. i just hope you dont kill your wife too.

i really don't think shes got stds but if you ever saw how beautiful and built this girl is you almost wouldn't care

You have to be kidding. You can't possibly be that naïve.

ditto. this attitude is going to get you dead.....but only after you've suffered for a long time.

If this "girl" (I use the term loosely) is penetrating you and is ** in you, and if you are penetrating her and ** in her, then you have no choice but to accept the absolute definitional imperative here: you are either a homosexual or a bisexual. Call yourself whatever you like or whatever comforts you, but stop pretending like the possibility exists that you aren't gay or have no gay components to your sexuality. When somebody talks bad about faggotry, they're talking about you, too.

T-girls are the best. So hot and **!