Sometimes I wonder what it is like to have a man that WANTS to take care of you. Like REALLY WANTS to take care of you out of the goodness of his heart. I wonder what that's like and if I would know what to even do if I met someone like that. Someone who doesn't look at me like the enemy. Who much prefers my wellness over making sure I am walking on eggshells. I don't necessarily want or need another man in my life. But I wonder what it's like to have one of those men that would rather SHARE with you than do his best to see how much he can take away so he feels better and more powerful. Someone who worries less about how he feels and making himself feel better and wants to see you succeed for the happiness of yourself. Who is interested in you and takes joy in seeing you become the best that you can be. A "nourisher". Because I have never known one of those and I wonder what it's like. I probably wouldn't know what to do with myself.