I'm a 16 year old girl and I love God with all my heart and I grew up in an environment where premarital s** was not condoned, but as a teenager I get so freaking h**** it's like all that doesn't matter and I just want it so bad that I can't control my desires. I often fear that one day the opportunity will come and I'll have an episode and I'll lose my virginity, yet I'll still wear a white dress on my wedding day. & ik many many people have been accepted into the promise land who haven't been married as virgins( I don't exactly know but I'm pretty sure) Oh and I want an o***** so bad, but I can't get myself off. I want to please my Father with all my heart but dang sometimes I could rip a man's(or a woman's for that matter) shirt off and ride em allll night longg, honey. Advice?