20 years in love
I am married with two children, so is she.
I first met her as a teenager and was thunderstruck. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't move, when she looked at me with those green eyes I melted.
I lost her due to weird circumstances. I wondered about her for years. Then my brother got married, to her sister. I was in the wedding party, so was she. When she walked into the room I felt as if someone had punched me in the stomach. Now we see each other occasionally. It amazes me that I feel physical pain every time I see her.
She has no idea that I love her, none. I know this is best because in all probability she doesn't feel the same way. I don't want to hurt anyone, my wife, my children, her husband, her children. This isn't some adolescent l*** driven feeling. It just feels so good to write it down and send it through the universe.
What would heaven be? A stolen kiss from your secret love and a dream of what might have been.
I will love her till the day I die and I will stay silent till the day I die.