Scared for **
So I am a virgin. I'm in a long distance relationship with a guy who is nearly 2 years older than me, but I think I'm falling in love with him. I know that he is not a virgin as he has told me but he has no idea that I am a virgin and I think that he thinks I'm not one. I am so scared for when we eventually get physical because I have no idea what I'm even meant to do during **! I'M CLUELESS! What if I'm not what he expects? What if I am so completely **! I'm so scared about getting physical with him that it put me off to have ** with him.