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I am a bad wife
I love my husband. It is not that he is a bad lover because he satisies me in bed. We have ** together more than four times a week... But I can't resist having ** with diffent men.(females too)
I have had ** with several diffrent men.
I have given oral ** to alot of guys.
I am a realestate agent and have had ** on several property locations.
I have had ** with my personal trainer from the gym. Also had ** with two black guys in the gym shower area.
I gave oral ** in a bar restroom.
Rode a guy(stranger) ** in a night club.
My bestfriend(sundayschool teacher) licks me on a regular basis when her and I have coffee together in the mornings.
I never felt bad or gave any of the things I have done a second thought until my husband called to wish me a happy anniversary while I was being ** from behind by a black guy at the park. I felt bad that I forgot our anniversary. He left I went home showered. My husband and I had some amazing ** that night. I dont feel bad about what I do but I dont want to forget my anniversary or dates with my husband because I am having an ** or im getting off like crazy.
Punky and I thank you for your comment regarding being a bad wife. Actions speak louder than words my friend. Love doesn't abuse, lie, steal, hurt or cheat...and you're doing all of the above. You don't love him and he doesn't love you if he accepts this kind of degrading behavior from you. You aren't just messing yourself up, you're bringing him down too. Your life's got to be sh*ty for you to unashamedly keep this kind of behavior going while being married to this man. I don't even know what more to say...I'm kind of shocked at what you've shared...don't get me wrong, I'm glad you did it because it gave Punky and I this opportunity to respond...but what you've been putting yourself and your husband through sounds just awful. Remember, you wont always have access to your body and your looks to "rope" one in again, so consider solidifying things with love and trust with your husband while you can before the day that you wake up to him not being there anymore. Things do change. Don't be naive with that one. ..and once that door closes, it may never open again. Start respecting yourself..then you can begin respecting him and others because right now, the respect's not there. Good luck. Pam&Punky
I am a black guy and I adore ** like you:)